Splashing through my page

It has been raining lately, but I am coming to terms with myself. I am not satisfied, not content, not happy. I am here. Not there, but here, and shall stay as long as I stay dry. But my umbrella has folded itself upward to make a bowl. I tried to eat cereal out of it, but the rain water is not white like milk, nor thick, and falls upward toward the sky. My feet are cold, because my socks are dry (I think I left them in my apartment). I found some pictures on the internet about cafes, and used them for my splash page. I don't know why they call it a splash page, since the puddles I walk through seem much more splash-esque than my page. It's good though, I guess. Not much there. "My portfolio" with a picture of an ad for a Brazilian cafe. Good beginnings, but its the ends I worry about. Sometimes I get lost along the way, other times I wind up where I start. I keep finding more pictures I like and will try to use, but we shall see. That's the progress thus far. They say the clouds will break, but to tell you the truth I think their full of shit.